The juice is not always worth the squeeze

The juice is not always worth the squeeze
I quote...
that words from my freind's blog.......
He describe what he felt with his life

that's right
and I could relate it
knowing The juice is not always worth the squeeze
it will hurt U a lot
so much pain will we felt
dispointed is the answer .....

BUT
That's life

in some why will not going well as we thought and Unfair for YoU

Recently for almost 2 years
I felt like that
"The juice is not always worth the squeeze....on my "little family"

so much tears in my pillow

It's not as a happy UTOPIA live
that I always ever dreaming on

Or

Some family bLog's said about :

Happiness, Responsibility, Expectation

He said: he was a newly couple wed. I had been waiting, dealing with ups and downs, seeking chances, grabbing the chances, and gladly risking everything. Ceaseless Praise Upon Him.

He have received so many wise words spoken, congratulating cards, emails, messages, phone calls, or simply handshakes, I can only thank all friends, family, and relatives.

When he going back to TUT -Japan for complete his master thesis
This time he come back a long with his wife.

How very luck man' cause
Now, there`s someone who always gives him morning kisses, makes a cup of tasty milk-coffee for me, cooks the best dinner I`ve ever had, and welcomes me home. The road that leads him here never felt easy, but flashing back to what he was months ago, he strongly believe Allah has made everything so much easy for Him.

Now, HE has responsiblity a great deal of responsibility.
and The BEST One is He could describe it with Good representation :

A family life requires me to be responsible for taking the driver`s seat.
There`s a destination.
There`s a target.
And I certainly have to have myself fully capable of driving the car,
to set a good destination,
and to choose a good way to reach it.

There will be much fun and there will be hardships as well during the journey. There might be quarrels and fights, but it always takes two to tango.

That was what he said....
and i'm absolutly agree with HIM
HOw He describe "What is family is same idea for me"
that is why I am Quote what he describa about
"LITTLE HAPPINES FAMILY"

and What he wish for
it's every little family wishfull too....

.......We have set so many plans, and the first thing is surely related to `the third party in the family`. We really expect to have it as soon as possible. :)

Now that I`ve finally had her as my wife, you can never measure how happy I am. :) .........

in the ending of his blog.....
he put that's word How lucky he is
getting what he wants and GOD bless him
finnaly
"The juice is worth the squeeze in his life........................................................................"

But stiLL nOt fOr Me

I still could not find
someday drive our car with kinds of standart procedure to ride on
even now my car is stuck on the garage !!!!

I could pass on my seatbelt
because the car is sometimes not move on
even 1 cm !!!

How come I could make target
because still do not know where we are going on

How come I should choose where is a good way to reach it
because still do not know where is our destination and the next pIt Stop

Should I be patient for the rest of my life ?????
what should I do that words always wishpear in my tears on the pillow

I am LOST and drawn then sink
in the deep deep deep BLUE SEA of ATLANTIC
with Hoping and Pray

SOMEDAYs
The juice wil worth the squeeze on me ................................................................................................